Rant and some others..

[past7]

I understood that entire post Voodooray*proud

[Më£ïñÐa]

eeeyeah! me too i understood ya!

pssst Past! what is the yellow smilie doin??
that one just up there???

I'm not sure what heidi is upset about, altho i ended up putting about 3? or 4? worth myself over there..
If you think, i think its funny, its just i'm in awe at what those two, Leo and Snails can do, to most everywhere they go..
what i saw when i first looked...
i just thought Holy Shit!
was absolutely incredible, every topic was about them...
The last time i saw that, was a jerk named "got rice", he flooded the place

And what i saw from heidi was very impressive, like always, to me..
exactly what Past7 said on everything!!
*still concerned look

[This message has been edited by M?????a (edited March 07, 2001).]

[past7]

*pulls Mel aside and whispers* Me thinks the wee yellow smiley's havin' a wee wank, polishing the lighthouse, choking the chicken...*jerk jerk etc.

[heidi!]

Thanks!...I think Im goin through a midlife crisis...and Im so damn young..*G*...all of a sudden everything here and the net is annoying the hell out of me...despite myself I think I expect more of my net friends and being that they cant "see" my reaction to things its alot to ask..especially when I dont talk to them everyday...I will say..
I was disappointed ..and go so far as to say I was hurt by how Rant handled things..but him and I talked and I think its straightened out....But even he should have known better..
People say all the time here Im hard to get to know...Or I dont indulge in personal issues..Well I do that for a reason..I have seen my friends here get hurt so many times by backstabbing friends who they thought could be trusted...I always think the net is more fun when I dont talk about my real life...Cause like everyone my real life isnt always fun..and I come here to escape that...

With that in mind..people closest here to me know enough to know if I say something...its so...I dont lie to protect myself mostly because I dont give a fuck too....*L*..and I have always felt Im the type of person you either like or hate...and many hate me..*G*

About that board...I think it bothered me some the way they reacted...I think thats where this comes from that and a combination of watching the pool fall apart...I miss the pool and all of us in there...Just jokin around without the bullshit..*sighs*

It was so hard to listen to them defend Leo..Knowing her and what she is capable of I cant help but think they are so blind when it comes to her...Im assuming the ones that came to her defense are her new fantasy fucks and they are thinking with their cocks and not their heads..*shrugs*

Ok now Im venting..*L*..I just hate when Im called a liar etc...and then asked to explain later....
I meant no harm...Not even to Leo this time....and everyone knows I dont give a flying fuck about her..
A small word about snails...people question my friendship with him...One thing about snails..he never questions my character ..when he isnt mad..*L*..He always has my back..and I know I can depend on him..Its why I call him friend...No matter what..
I luv redhead too...although everyone knows about our lesbian love affair..*G*

Rant would tell me Im takin all this too seriously..*L*..and maybe he is right..but ever have one of those days where everything just fuckin bothers you..?..Cause thats what Im having..*sighs*
Thanks guys...I luv you all too..*G*..and I love the way 2 where's her nipple clamps to bed when Im feelin down..*G*...The way Past makes me laugh every time Im around her...and the way Mel can stay neutral through anything but still get her point across...and the way sniffs can hug leo and me together and not get killed..*L*...and blanc..and trix...and every one....*hands everyone a tissue*..cause I think Im gonna cry..*sniff*..

[heidi!]

*LOL*@ me cause im long winded tonight too....and there are some idiots over the spawn board..without a doubt..tang and suture with their "declare war" foolishness...BUT..there are some really kewl guys there too..*G*...*waves to the Kewl ones*

[heidi!]

Thanks Tyler...and I agree with ya..its not worth upsetting a board over..I truly dont think you get the nature of that woman..or maybe you do ..?..Either way its all over now...and I took the mature way out..*dances around*..Are my family proud of me?.*G*

I understand about taking friendships seriously cause we do that here too..as much as we fight sometimes...We all enjoy each others company...some more than others...but thats another thread..*L*..So I get it..*S*..

Course you ever wanna chat in peace with me..You can come here..*L*

Thank you also for being mature about it..*S*

[The Reverend Dark Angel]

Tyler, say it right. Certain people took sides on the Spawn Board, there were those of us who remained out of it.

heidi!, there are people on that board that I can't fuckin' tolerate, well not people, just person. She's a bitch, through and through. World's full of them though. I could have left a long time ago, but I stuck around because of this... this is the greatest advice that I could ever give to you, advice I myself follow. Never walk into anything that you're not willing to walk out on in 30 seconds.

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If the Master does not approve, neither do you.

[Tyler Durden]

Love that movie. Deniro rules.

[heidi!]

Thanks Rev...and I hear ya man..*L*..You have no idea how much I understand what you just said...!..Well the bitch part anyway..*L*

So now that we are friends...*picks up nipple clamps*..Can you convince 2Cute to put them back on..*sniffs*..I wont sleep tonight without hearing the clink clank of her nipples against the bed post...
*SCREAMS*...22222222222 bebe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Miral]

*Over-reactors Anonymous is now in session*

I came here to apologize for my reaction. I thought it was the least I could do. I am no stranger to funky pasts...screwed up views of MY world and whatnot. A few things that were said got my goat a little...and my whole day had turned to shit by 9 am that morning. I was going to Spawnboard to read lighthearted shit...and didn't get my wish. Heidi! I apologize profusely to you. I am not usually that...pigheaded...I can be, but not that much. Sorry... *shrugs* Ummm, I'd offer my hand in a truce, but it's been elsewheres *smirks*

Oh, and the thing that got my goat was online relationships...my fiancee was snatched by me from a chatroom...he is my life...my all...and I met him through a machine..it can work people...it really can.

Oh and I owe Tyler Durden for it (aka Chapel)
He showed me the chatroom

Umm, again I'm sorry Heidi! I flew off the handle...it won't happen again...promise! *crosses heart*

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